Statement of intent [Uncensored]
I can look inside the earth, as if it’s transparent or filled with moist, water and clay [behind glass]. I can look through that reality and sense hidden realms and forces which are united within that field, but remain unseen. Such as thoughts of people stored under the ground or in a cloud [referring to the Akasha field]; feelings, vibrations and ideas of people and even plants or animals (I’m) passing by. I see a world in which all is entangled, a dream. I can’t escape out of this dream, it’s too real and magical to let go of. I am connected to divinity and wisdom, more as repressive identities which tried to fit into a rational patriarchal society all their life. I got psychic abilities yet I don’t believe I am unique. I just see behind the veil, a part of a reality that often remains hidden. Our waters and stones are no different to the beat in our heart. We’re all connected.
I don’t need scientific proof to know my vision is mindful, just as the talents of my children don’t need to be measured necessarily to be experienced. Yet, if you want to test it for yourself. Go and start meditating every day. Also when you’re real busy. Especially then. (Because you’ll notice a difference immediately and you might get confronted on a deeper level as expected.)
I am not hurt by wounds of other people. Yet I sense a lot of pain and joy in general. I can hear voices scream from the earth, when I pass a person whom has been hiding in his/her inner landscape all life (many nights) long. I can feel the fresh air (of an old future forest) in the lungs of a new mother, and the sacred tears after a loss in someones heart – tears which are capable of transforming a landscape.
I can feel the hurt and pain and it makes me going crazy if I would not have a landscape to work with and express my observations in, artistically, myself. That’s why I’ve always been hanging on to my art practice, also as a single mum (be it parttime and with little to no financial support backing me up). However this period of my life turned out to be the most helpful. I had to dive deeper to find my true soil, my true soul. Which are intertwined. And I cannot undo that. Just as we cannot take the fire out of the heart of a person whom is living his dream. We are one with the elements. And I do a lot of research on family systems, psychoanalysis and spiritual alignment with a higher Self, to serve a more conscious community.
I’m accepting to be seen as ‘different’ by now. And I am no longer a good fit for normal people. Because this world needs people whom stand out with their vision and transform pain into unity. By rituals, art or breath work. Whatever works for you. Align with your highest perception. Bliss.
PS: Let’s shift a rational standard into a more open, collaborative space or experience, by tapping into each others powers more. Especially when it comes to inner power and indigenous tribes whom are sharing ancient knowledge to help navigating climate change and damage to our ecosystem.
I am committed to nature in the Netherlands and worldwide, both in a regional and universal oriented way. Intuition and open interaction are key as a starting point for work on site or other situations.
I’m not looking for personal benefits or security over that of others, so I can regulate emotions and navigate unexpected situations in a resilient way, making me a reliable artist for challenging photography shoots with film on site (from rural to metropolitan areas). Using film is an adventure of the unknown, without any result or proof on forehand, so you must focus on the looking, the connection in the moment, the vibe or the way you think, talk or walk. Do you walk on autopilot or consciously? How open do you approach the scene or the elements surrounding you?
Mathilde Evaline Jansen
Jan 2025
